mar.e.ughh :)

Thirteen.

2009-07-15T13:38:00.001-07:00

Our Deepest Fear

our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. we ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? actually, who are you not to be? you are a child of God. your playing small does not serve the world. there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. we are all meant to shine, as children do. we were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. it's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. as we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

JaidenJames.TitanJuly. ZiannaMae; My nephews and niece.
These three little kids are going to shine above and beyond the average child. They are impeccable and adorable. Jaiden is three and knows how to ride his bike without training wheels. Titan is two and is very funny and hilarious to watch day by day. Zianna is going to be ten months; in my mind she is the prettiest little girl in the whole entire world ♥

Twelve.

2009-07-07T13:57:00.000-07:00

爱I have MegaLifeQuotes now on my bloglist. Because I love quotes and sayings that apply to my life. One of my goals in life is to publish a book, full of quotes that had to deal with me growing up. Just like my book will be like, this site has a lot of variety of quotes. From love, boys, friends, faith, and family. Check it out :)
Mega Life Quotes

Eleven.

2009-07-06T17:50:00.000-07:00

I've decided that I really love firework season.

The fireworks are beyond amazing.
I love the week of only eating hot dogs and hamburgers.
I also like this time of the year because
I know my birthday is around the corner :]
[July 31st]
Summer is the best season of the year;
never object.

Nine.

2009-07-02T12:45:00.000-07:00

Smoking.

I really don't see where smoking on a cancer stick is "cool" You're smoking your life away and I don't find that to pleasing. Lung cancer is the leading cause of cancer death, and cigarette smoking cause most cases. I think smoking is one of the nastiest things to do. BIG turn off ;] I am really dedicated to never smoking and if I ever turn to nicotine, someone please nag to me. 80% of smokers are under the age of 21. 50% of psychiatric patients smoke. 90% if schizophrenic patients smoke. 90% of alcoholics smoke. It also leaves you with bad skin, bad breath, bad stench, bad reflexes, increase risk for illness, and greater chance to get injured in every day activity. I've made myself a line and have sure chose to live above it. I've decided to become somebody in my future and smoking isn't going to be an obstacle for me. I'm so much better then that.

Eight.

2009-06-26T13:58:00.001-07:00

I've realized that not only am I clumsy but I am a bit on the not smart side. Everyone assumes since I am a dancer that I am extremely coordinated, false.

Seven.

2009-06-25T17:51:00.000-07:00

She's Everything; Brad Paisley

She's a yellow pair of running shoes a holey pair of jeans she looks great in cheap sunglasses she looks great in anything she's I want a piece of chocolate take me to a movie she's I can't find a thing to wear now and then she's moody she's a Saturn with a sunroof with her brown hair a-blowing she's a soft place to land and a good feeling knowing she's a warm conversation that I wouldn't miss for nothing she's a fighter when she's mad and she's a lover when she's loving and she's everything I ever wanted and everything I need I talk about her, I go on and on and on' cause she's everything to me she's a Saturday out on the town and a church girl on Sunday she's a cross around her neck and a cuss word 'cause its Monday she's a bubble bath and candles baby come and kiss me she's a one glass of wine snd she's feeling kinda tipsy she's the giver I wish I could be and the stealer of the covers she's a picture in my wallet and my unborn children's mother she's the hand that I'm holding when I'm on my knees and praying she's the answer to my prayer and she's the song that I'm playing she's the voice I love to hear someday when I'm ninety she's that wooden rocking chair I want rocking right beside me everyday that passes I only love her more yeah, she's the one that I'd lay down my own life for and she's everything I ever wanted and everything I need she's everything to me

Six.

2009-06-24T13:07:00.000-07:00

danielakatherineduarte.

Five.

2009-06-24T12:45:00.000-07:00

Before Sidekicks & iPods; PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. When light up sneakers were cool & when you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.65 a gallon & caller ID was a new thing; when we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When wto e called the radio station to request songs hear off our walkmans; When 2Pac & Biggie were alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever; Way back when we played tag, Hide-&-Go Seek at dusk, red light, green light, heads up 7 Up; playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on, hopscotch, slip-&-slides, hula hoops, skip-its. Remember reading R.L. Stine's GooseBumps series, the annoying NanoPets & Furbies, running through the sprinklers, crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King, Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car, getting the privilege to sit in the front seat of the car. But wait; how about watching saturday morning cartoons in your PJ's, still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter, Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats, The original Power Rangers, Double Dares with a cherry on top, Rocko's Modern Life, Real Monsters, Wild & Crazy Kids, The original cast members of All That, Kenan & Kel, The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, Bill-Nye the Science Guy. Who could forget Snick & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeanie, The Facts of Life, & I Love Lucy. Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years, or Nick Jr. with Face, Gulah-Gulah Island, Little Bear, Under the Umbrella Tree, The Busy World of Richard Scary, The Adventures of Winnie the Pooh & Kool-Aid was the drink of choice, wearing your new shoes on the first day of school, class field trips, when Christmas was the most exciting time of year, when $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle. When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday, when Toys 'R' Us overuled the mall. Go back to the time when argument's were only started when it came to who was gonna be the red ranger, decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe', mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!' 'Race issue' meant arguing about who ran the fastest, money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly' It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends, being old referred to anyone over 20, a chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery, scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better. It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair; when playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever, when Ninja Turtles ruled the world, when a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day, when coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction, when the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up, when stress was addition & subtraction, when friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over, when shaving cream was just meant for play, when a first kiss only lead to cooties, when Valentines Day meant cards for all, when birthdays were a class event, when a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life, when the summer lasted forever, when time didn't matter. These were the days we hadn't realized escaped us until it's all brought back

Four.

2009-06-22T17:34:00.000-07:00

"Be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle"
-Plato

After the game,
the king and the pawn go into the same box
-Italian Proverb

" There is no fear in love. Perfect love drives out fear..."
-1 John 4:18

You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser.
You are what you make yourself be.
-Lou Holtz

Three.

2009-06-22T13:31:00.000-07:00

I really like reading quotes and looking at photography. For my birthday I want one of those really big black cameras. When I get bigger one of my "side" jobs is going to be taking pictures for National Geographic. One of my subscriptions is xobeckyjo9's Xanga site.

i love chex mix :(→

Two.

2009-06-18T13:47:00.000-07:00

After coming back from a very horrible and frustrating softball game with the score of 36ish to 4ish, I started to become worser. I walk into the dorms with evil eyes coming towards Stefanie, Gaymo, Janet, and me from every direction. We just finished eating Taco John's and the night was improving. Of course, I understand why everyone was upset but after that little argument I was ready to pass out. As soon as I lay next to Stefanie, ready to cuddle, I hear baaannnngggggggg. And if you are unaware I am beyond frightened of storms. I suddenly began to cry my eyes out. I just got off the phone with my mother and she hung up without saying she loves me. The night was horrible. My eyes hurt, my head hurts, I've severely broken my jaw, I'm sore, and I still don't have a six pack.

One.

2009-06-18T11:54:00.000-07:00

My Other Half

You're are my all

You're my soul

You're my other half that makes me whole

If it wasn't for you my heart wouldn't beat so fast

If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have found a love that I thought could last

For once In my life I believe

For once in my life I know

For once in my life I can see

And for once in my life I'm sure

You are the one who can ease my pain

You are the one who can stop my grief

You are the one who can catch my tears

You are the one who can erase my fears

Now I look in the mirror hoping I can do all the these things for you

I can't promise fortune or fame

I can't promise money or cars

But I can promise that I will be nobody's man but yours

Now I look at you hoping you feel the same

I wanna give you the world

and

I wanna make all your dreams come true

Because I realize that if I have you, happiness is something we will no longer have to pursue

But I can only wish that we have a life and love that lasts forever

I can only wish that you and I belong together

Because you have my heart and my soul

Now I only wish that you could be mine and make me whole

-lawrence vallejo.